Things Are Looking Up

Hello everyone today I am putting out a little personal post because some good things are happening for my family, and I want to share them with you. My family has had some pretty crazy things test us these past couple years, and I will admit that I got pretty buried in fear and hopelessness. I went through hell after I lost my Grandma, and I still am some days, but I have found new fire in some of my passions. For example writing these posts for all of you who read them helps me so much, because I get to reach out to an audience of people whose interests are similar to mine. So thank you to all of my readers out there, and I want you to know I love every single one of you for supporting me.

I have also started, slowly started making videos on YouTube, and it has gone well. I am still not the richest of people but I am doing what I can to do what I love. I want to thank those people who commented on my first video and said such nice positive things, and I am even thanking the people who posted negative comments because it helps me grow as a person. I know that not everyone will like the way I look, or the things I talk about but I am hoping to just make a connection with those people who feel like I do. Who are shy, nervous, or even embarrassed sometimes of saying what is on your mind. Don't be afraid to speak your mind because other people will not hesitate to strike you down, and make you feel like crap.

So now for some good news! My mother has recently found a new job and I could not be happier for her. We have all went through a tough time, and for her to find a job that she likes and is great as is just a blessing. I lost my faith in God for a good long time, but about a half a year ago I started to pray every night before bed and I felt so much better afterward. I know that some people may not want to hear abut religion but I am not going to try and suck anyone into it, or turn anyone away from it. We all have our own beliefs and that is what makes us our own person, and I don't know why anyone would try and change that. So I prayed and then one night I broke down crying, and I just fell asleep. I kept it up though and I kept writing, and just doing what I do and now I feel better. My family is being blessed and I really believe that God sent us all on this journey for a reason. We sort of hit our bottom and we couldn't see a way out, but we put our trust back in God and now we are slowly but surely starting to find our way back. I am really happy right now, and I am not holding any huge expectation of the future, but instead living right now in the present just seeing what the day has to offer.

Okay  now that all that is said I cannot wait to talk about the new upcoming season of Pretty Little Liars, as well as the spin off series Girl Meets World. I am so looking forward to new shows, and new ideas that come to mind, and to share it all with you. Thank you so much for reading.

Keep Dreaming and Scheming!